Wednesday, June 18, 2014

I AM GAY AND I AM A CHRISTIAN

It's strange that I'm coming out to people on the internet before anyone I even know, but that seems to make it easier. I've been a christian all my life, and I have always loved God, when I was around the age of 11 I found that I would do anything for God's cause. I've know all my life that I'm gay, but being a child I thought that I would find the perfect woman who I could actually find attractive - that seemed logical since I was a man, I would of course find a wife and have kids - but as I went into my teens I found it wasn't as easy as that. I even had a girlfriend for a short period of time, but I eventually found that I only liked her as a friend, when it came to kissing and stuff I had no real interest. So we broke up.
I have heard many arguments  like: homosexuality not being allowed is only in the Old Testament and we should focus on the New Testament, or being gay is completely wrong, or you can have a same sex partner but you can't have sex with them, and many others. For me, I know homosexuality is not something that pleases God as defined in His word, and can accept that, but I hate knowing that the loneliness I feel may never go away. Same sex attraction is a weird thing, it's not something you just get over or pray away. Right now I'm just trying to love Jesus more that I my desire to be with someone in a loving personal, tangible relationship. Sometimes I fail, I screw up, I lose my focus, I get lonely and depressed, I get angry, I cry out for help. But even these things so me no good because I have not told anyone what I am going through. And I honestly don't think I ever could. It's like my sexuality is a weight around my neck, and the layers of self loathing and pretend happy faces just wear me down. Though it seems pointless, knowing others are going through the same thing does give me a little comfort. Sometimes I just wish it was enough.

Monday, January 20, 2014

I CAN SMILE ABOUT IT NOW BUT AT THE TIME TIME IT WAS TERRIBLE


Yeah, bye 2013. Apart from the last couple of months, you were rubbish.

I don’t really do New Year’s resolutions, because the truth is that I’m constantly resolving to do better and change things in my life. But this new year has fallen at an auspicious time for me, a time when I am already in the process of making big changes. So that whole ‘fresh start’ thing is a nice boost.

Amongst other things, I resolve to blog more often. I mean, at least once a week. If you don’t blog once a week, then you can’t really call it a blog, can you? So there’s a public declaration of intent… feel free to kick my butt if I fail on this one.

I’ve got a load of writing goals this year, the main ones being to finish what I start, and to get these damn novels written. I have three, in varying states of unfinished  and I need to whip them all into shape. Apart from that, there are various other goals, some of which will remain secret, and some which are just too pedestrian to recount here. But 2013 is going to be the year when my writing career starts kicking into gear. At least, that’s the plan.

My word for the coming year is COURAGE. I often lack it, and I need a lot of it. Sometimes it takes courage just to sit down and write something, ignoring the terrible voices that seem to have a lot invested in the idea that I can’t, or shouldn't  It takes courage to do simple things, make big decisions, ignore petty people, stay focused. I know I will have a lot of challenges this year, and I hope I’m courageous enough to do what I need to do.

And as for you in 2013? May your neurons fire without fail; may your dendrites be stimulated; may your chemicals remain balanced; may your body support all your mind’s plans; and may the mysteries descend upon you.

Sunday, January 19, 2014

I FEEL UNAPPRECIATED



My Parents.. Do They Care??

I feel like it doesn't matter if  I talk or not. My parents would mind if I didn't exist, wasn't home or died. But that's it. THis is hard to explain (I'm not English so..) But i'll try anyway.

An example: We are all watching tv. And I see something on TV that I like and I tell my parents: " Hey, isn't that cool. OR Hey, isn't that they same clock we have!"  And I look at them enthusiastically. But they don't do anything. They just ignore me.

And it's ok, if that happens a couple of times. But this happens all the time. And I feel like I don't matter. Like they don't care about my feelings. I ALWAYS listen to them when they say something and I always react. I could never just ignore them. That feel just so mean to do. But they don't mind doing it to me. 'Cause my feelings doesn't matter to them, I guess.

And when I tell them, they're like: We do listen. We just don't react. OR you talk when where doing stuff. We can't do 2 things at the same time. LIARS. I can do that and they can do that to. Theyre not idiots. It's just something unconscious in their mind that says that when I talk, they don't need to listen or react.

This is so normal in my house, that my sister even jokes about it. She says:" Oh, we never listen to you. Nobody ever listen when you talk. That's normal." And I try to pretend that it doesn't hurt me. But it DOES!

I feel unappreciated. Like me being happy en me talking, is annoying and doesn't matter. I always ask for attention at home. I'm always energetic and talk. But people don't care.

And when I try to talk about my feelings with my mom, WHen I say that I don't feel happy. She just says: "oh..that sucks for you". And I always say it in a way that they shouldn't worry about it. And that's because I feel they don't want to talk about it or they don't care anyway. They don't take my feelings seriously.

What my parents think about me, is very important to me.

I feel like I am just not .. I don't know.. Like they just don't care about me. I know they love me. And they don't do this on purpose. But.. it makes me sad. They never listen. I want my parents to listen to me and be nice. I want them to tell me what I do good. I want them to care.

They always complain about me. And then they complain that I don't talk about my feelings to them. And when I do tell them about this, they get annoyed and mad.I am really working on having more confidence. I'm trying to accept myself. But It's so hard, when my own parents bring me down. When I hate myself, it is usually after some fight with my parents. Or when I feel sad It's usually after something with my parents.

I need to get away from here, but I want to stay in my house. I also feel save here. But also unhappy. I always want to make my parents proud. But I can't. I want to choose stuff because I want them. But It's hard, when I'm always scared to make my parents mad..

So that's it. Feels good to write about it.. :)

Monday, January 13, 2014

WHY DOES HE SEND ME PIC OF HIS PENIS?

I meet a man via an online dating site, we chat back and forth, get to know each other, then he will ask for my phone number. If I like him I will give it to him. Then he will text me. I may even give him my Facebook. This usually leads to him asking me out on a date. So far, so good, right? Well… here is the scoop!About 85% of the men who get my telephone number and facebook do something very bizarre. They randomly and with no warning whatsoever send me a picture of their penis!! Erect!!! Also, they seem to prefer texting and chatting on cam prior to a date, instead of actually calling me up and asking me for a date. But back to the penis issue… is this normal? How would i react? Why are they doing this? I mean, you’re just going through your messages or texts. It’s early in the morning and you’re drinking your coffee… and suddenly BAM! There is a fully erect dick in your face! Coffee snorted up the nose, all over the keyboard! hahaha


but i ask myself co'z actually im doing this too haha, i found my two reason why i am doing this:


1) i am looking for sex and searching for love. I'm leading with the sex part. Somewhere in my primitive reptilian brains, i think this is a good idea. Objectively, it’s not. I’ve never met a man who was turned on as much as he was creeped out.2) We assume falsely that because they would like to see a naked picture of YOU, that you MUST equally crave seeing a naked photo of them. This is probably the soundest psychological premise I could put forth to explain something so patently stupid. “I showed you mine, you show me yours!” or some such nonsense.


But be true! what they don’t know is that while most gay men appreciate a good body – and quite possibly a hard cock – you are really turned on by his wit, his intellect, his drive, his warmth, and his strength. These are the qualities that make you want to be with him sexually, not vice versa.And so, any man who leads with his penis – as you pointed out – isn’t necessarily a bad human being, but he is definitely someone who doesn’t understand what makes gay men tick. hahaha

Sunday, January 12, 2014

5 THINGS WHY I HATE BEING SINGLE IN VALENTINES DAY

We have all been there. Love is in the air and there’s a flicker of romance in everyone’s eyes but you've just gone through a bad breakup and are a member of the ‘loners club’. tsk tsk tsk

Your friends excitedly make big plans for this day. They have already bought new outfits to wear along with gifts for their loved ones. But all you can do is listen with a poker face as they share ideas and ask for advice resisting the need to scream. You begin to hate your newly acquired relationship status for various reasons:

5)  Paraphernalia ( mga abubot)

Malls, shops and bookstores are displaying chocolates, teddy bears and  heart shaped cards. Sadly, no one who will buy them for you.  You can’t buy them for yourself  because the shop assistants will look at you with like you are pathetic. Duh haha!

4) Love-obsessed media

Radio stations play love songs which couples dedicate to each other. You, of course, have no one to dedicate anything to. Radio and Disc jockeys dish out advice as if they were love gurus. Morning show hosts harp on about the importance of the holiday. They invite happy couples on their shows who share stories which only add to your misery. Watch any TV channel and you’ll see romantic specials. So, be ready to have lots of tissue handy, along with a big bowl of chocolate ice-cream.

3) The color red

Red is the color of the day. It is worn by every other person and if you decide to wear black (because it’s your favorite color), you are looked at with suspicious eyes and that adds to your embarrassment tama?

2) People in general

Your friends and cousins send you Valentine’s day ‘forwards’ through text message even if your facial expression clearly says you are not interested.

1) Pity

Making plans to hang-out with your friends who have dates on the day is  a big mistake. The sight of those couples will make you sick.

Oh My God!I'm gonna die!

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

MY FRUIT SALAD

.This is the Filipino Fruit Salad that I included in our Christmas dessert besides the traditional Apple Pie. I haven’t had this in a long time so when I was planning my menu I made sure to make this too. Thank goodness there’s a Filipino store about 30 minutes drive away from us. I couldn't make this with just fruit cocktails and pineapples. The essential ingredients for the Filipino Fruit Salad are the coconut gel and sugar palm fruit. The stuff that makes it sweet are easily found in any grocery store.

INGREDIENTS :
fruit cocktail (2 cans), drained
1 jar of coconut gel, drained
1 jar of sugar palm fruit, drained
1 can of mandarin oranges, drained
1 can of condense milk
3  or 4 spoonfuls of cool whip

Drain the liquid from the fruit cocktail, coconut gel, sugar palm fruit and mandarin oranges. As you can see, I’m using store brand fruit cocktails. They’re cheaper. There are items in our groceries that needs to be certain brands (mayonnaise must be Hellman’s) but when it comes stuff like this, store/generic brands are just fine. Whichever is cheaper or on sale. They taste the same. It’s called saving in groceries 101.
You can replace mandarin oranges with pineapple chunks if you prefer. We love mandarin oranges and the mild sweetness and texture is just how I like it.
Dump the fruit cocktail, coconut gel, palm fruit and mandarin oranges in a storage bowl/container. Add the condense milk and 3 or 4 spoonfuls of cool whip. Gently fold/mix everything together with a flat spatula. That’s it. Cover and store in the fridge overnight. It is so much better after spending  at least a night in the fridge. The colder the better, as long as it’s not frozen.
We still have some leftovers. I just had lunch and I think I’ll have a cup of the sweet, calorie laden Filipino Fruit Salad  

Monday, December 23, 2013

FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS

Here is my top ten Rules of having Friends with Benefits

1)    Must think twice about a quick hook up with your neighbor
There are plenty of pros when it comes to having a Friends With Benefits living next door to you, at least the walk of shame is substantially a lot less embarrassing, you don’t have to worry about driving home after too many drinks, and usually you’ll be able to tell if their home or not. When the reality of how your sex buddy spends there time away from you
and viceversa, and location could very well be the downfall of your casual relationship when you spot their car missing at 2.00 in the morning you really do think what are they up to!

2)   Don’t try and convince yourself the relationship is more serious than it is.
No matter how hard sex buddies try not to fall for each other there is always that chance that one or both parties will have feelings for each other. It’s not just the ladies that this is
happening to or the risk of ruining the no-strings-attached arrangement. It sure can happen to men too. if you've been sleeping with a guy who then confesses that he considers you
nothing more than a sex buddy, it might be your dream of making him your boyfriend has gone and so has the Friends with Benefits relationship.

3)   You have to proceed with caution if you meet someone new.
You will sure have to see how it goes with your FWB when you meet someone new,  Don’t assume exclusivity with a person you like until you've actually talked about it. Remember,
you’re not the only one having casual sex on the side while you date maybe your new partner is too. The bottom line here: Don’t make any major decisions until you've clarified things
up with them first.

4)   You should not encourage friends and the family to hang out with your FWB.
Your FWB should fill the same role just like a imaginary friend they are there when you need them, but he has no place in your for your out going social life.
You might ask why well, at first because a FWB is meant to be temporary basis. If you start bringing them into your weekly routine you’re creating a long-term connection.
also because you have to protect your feeling If you see your FWB getting along with all your family and friends at the latest meet up  you could develop feelings for them even more.

5)   You won’t need to sleep over.
Erick, a 28-year-old single woman from Bacoor says one of her favorite parts of having a FWB is that he doesn't have to cuddle up after or even have that  awkward morning-after feeling
“I can just kick him out after the is all done,” he says. “For me, post-sex cuddling is all about emotional bonding and intimacy. I sure have no interest in that with a sex buddy.
I love saying goodnight, taking a nice bath and then jumping into bed totally relaxed…and well satisfied.”

6)   Sure not to get upset if your FWB goes out with someone else.
You just have to remember that  your FWB is not your boyfriend. This means if you catch him with another girl he’s not cheating on you. The same sure goes for him too
you’re both free to date who ever you’d like

7)   Must keep your relationship in the bedroom.
When there has been a few hot sexy nights spent with your FWB, you may start to wonder if you should meet for next coffee, see even see a movie.
But Carlo, a single 26-year-old guy from Imus, warns not to do it, unless you are planning to have a more serious relationship, a date leads someone to think that there’s
more to the hot sweaty passion than just the physical aspect,” he says!

8)   Sure have to protect yourself
You should make sure you are both practicing safe sex regardless of whom you’re sleeping with, but it’s very crucial to be careful with a sex buddy because that’s all they are your Sex buddy, and your buddy could have a number of partners because they are is not bound to you. It is especially important to use condoms to prevent sexually transmitted infections STI’s
when you are engaging in casual sex with partners.

9)   Have to be smart about social media.
Hey, maybe your met your FWB on Facebook, but that sure doesn't mean that they wants the world to know you’re hooking up on the regular basis, so you think twice before posting status
updates like, “sure had a banging’ time last night”  If you don’t want to know what your FWB is up to in there spare time, you might also want to consider not connecting Facebook
and social media to begin with.

10)   Don’t always think that sex is required.
When ,Marcian 33, who lives in Cavite, started sleeping with her FWB, she says it was really adventurous, and had so much fun that we did it multiple times a week and even met up
on lunch breaks for sexy romps in his car.” After a few weeks, though, he got really tired of doing it so often and declined one night. Once he had explained that it had nothing to
do with him and that he wasn't sleeping with someone else, the guy was sure fine with it. “From then on, he had never questioned me when I resisted, nor did I over think it when
he ignored some of my texts from me from a few late night,” he says. “The great thing about having a sex buddy that is cool is that if you play it for what it is, everyone. I would suggest laying down all the ground rules from the start! If your looking of having Friends with Benefits then look no further your sexy buddy today!

Sunday, December 22, 2013

BLOCK HIM AND LOAD MORE GUYS

It doesn’t matter what any of us look like – fat, ugly, beautiful, handsome, young, old, white, African, Asian, or whatever – THIS is the only acceptable partner for our lives. And if this is the ONLY ACCEPTABLE OPTION, then we are in a really bad state, because there is simply not enough of these Adonis Fantasy Men to go around.

We no longer see human beings and learn to love them, explore them, lock eyes with them and feel the exhilaration of romance and falling in love. We just log on to Planetromeo, the gay slot-machine, and repeatedly “load more guys” waiting for a jackpot that will never come. We are addicts, just like any common gamblers addicted to their machines. It doesn’t matter how many beautiful, similarly-tortured, like-minded souls send us a message, because unless they are this dude above, we are simply not interested.

We ignore, block, or prick-tease our way around our fellow brothers-in-pain, compounding the sense of self-hatred onto ourselves, and projecting it onto others. We salivate over these perfect guys, (perfect on the outside, not anywhere else), who exist only on our screens in porno fantasies. We throw ourselves repeatedly at them, we have childish tantrums if they ignore or reject us, and we pull our hair and wail about our accursed single-lives.

We deny our true desires, and claim we want only NSA FUN, because we don’t want to look needy and desperate, BUT THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT WE ALL ARE. It’s also really convenient to claim we’re “not after a relationship” because it makes our job so much easier when we “accidentally” forget to message that last fuck back. There was nothing wrong with him, he was hot and sexy and made us cum, but he wasn’t our jackpot, he wasn’t our Knight in Shining Hot Top Masc Str8 Acting Armour come on a white horse, torso exposed, muscles rippling, cock large thick and hard, ready to pound us endlessly into a multi-orgasmic nirvana happily ever after till Cher turns back time (eeew a gay icon, that’s so gay, it’s making me soft to think about her! REAL MASC MEN ONLY. NO HOMO. NO FEM.)

We have denied an entire half of our sexuality (our versatility, the fact that we have a cock AND a hole) and become addicted to bottomness, searching endlessly for the Hot Masc Top to save us, refusing to ever supply the pleasure we are addicted to receiving. We have shoved ourselves into hetero normative gender roles of masculine and feminine, man and woman, husband and wife, top and bottom, big spoon and little spoon, pitcher and catcher, top bunk and bottom bunk, and LITERALLY HATE OURSELVES for it. Oh, we claim we are versatile, but first opportunity it’s legs up and open high in the air, come save me Top Tarzan Man! If we allowed ourselves some love and romance, as we once did, in our fledgling days of true pride, we might fall for a man deeply enough to want all of him, and to want to give all of ourselves, not just our holes. But nope! Our sex addicted bottom-selves won’t allow this, (after all love and romance, those aren’t “masc things”, those are girly concepts, right?), and it’s easier to just BLOCK, PULL THAT LEVER, LOAD MORE GUYS, JACKPOT? BLOCK, PULL THAT LEVER, LOAD MORE GUYS…

BLOCK. PULL THAT LEVER. LOAD MORE GUYS…. and then pull that trigger because right now, in 2014, a bullet seems preferable to looking at another headless, soulless torso with the word MASC written above it.

Friday, December 20, 2013

I'M 30 AND STILL AWESOME

If there is one thing I don't talk about on my blog, it's being single. Mainly because it's something that, much like my  list of debit haha, I prefer to pretend that if I ignore them, they'll go away.
However, whether I like it or not, I am 30. And I am single.
And, the anxiety I feel simply typing that sentence should tell you that I don't always fall into the category of the title of this post. I am not always awesome at being single. Sometimes it seriously concerns me. Sometimes I tell my friends that I am bored of being single and would just like to meet one guy who is worth a second date. Sometimes I get a little panicked when I think about the months - days - hours - that separate me and 31.
But sometimes, it's kind of fun. And sometimes, I think that this is a really special time of life that I will one day look back on and be grateful to have had.  So, while I certainly cannot always call myself awesome at being single, here's what I've figured out...
Be selfish. This is the only time you can do it. I see my sisters bouncing around 37 babies all at once while I'm beebopping from a run to yoga and dinner with friends and I often think: wow. No one is relying on me to make them dinner or change their diaper or do their laundry. So use this time to cultivate deep relationships with friends, pursue career goals, be spontaneous, get involved at church, learn a new language, garner your green thumb... Anything that might be pushed to the back burner when you have a husband or baby relying on you.
But don't be that selfish. Give, give, give your extra time. The more I give, the more I want to give. It's a beautiful cycle. And I have found that the more I give, the more I get back. I'm not saying there are things about you that need to change before you get married (because I am positive you're awesome), but I am saying that you'll be surprised how much you can grow by giving back. I am constantly surprised at the way my heart is changing as I continue to serve others, even though I thought I was in a pretty good spot a year ago.
Figure yourself out. Sort through your mess. We (both single and married twenty-somethings) have gunk. By the time you're in your 20s, things start to stick a little more. Deal with it and grow from it. Let your pain be redeemed for the greater good. See a therapist if you need to. There is no shame in it. If you want, you can be like me and pretend you're just meeting a friend who is super good listener and accepts money on behalf of her incredible wisdom (it's just PR, really).
Figure out what you want. What do you want to do like your parents? What do you want to do differently? Which of your friends do you want to be just like? And which ones do you want to avoid? Make lists, be detailed and own it.
Know your deal breakers. I went on a date recently. Whit..." Sometimes it's easy to get to picky. And, on the contrary, sometimes, when we're frustrated, it's easy to settle too much. I think every Christian boy was once told to make a list of every thing he wants in his partner in middle school and pray over it. That's a great idea and I know some people who were so fortunate to have those lists fulfilled. But, my word, if I wanted the things I wanted at 13 now, I would be concerned. Throw away your 1000-word lists. But know your deal breakers. For me, there are certain things I must have, would love to have, would like to have and would like to avoid.
Enjoy it. We will never get this time back. I'd enjoy it a lot more if I knew I was going to meet with husband on an exact day (and I'd make sure to do my hair really well that day). But we don't. And all we can do is find joy in each day and trust that there is a bigger plan. So just focus on being the best you and loving the life you have. And remember, something beautiful is on the horizon.
When you are happy with yourself you open yourself up to love

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

POSERO KA BA?

POSERA ka BA! Ilan na ba ang nagoyo mo? Or kung nabiktima ka ng poser, ilangbeses na ba? (LOLZ!) mapapa lolz ka talaga kapag nabiktima ka ngganitong mga tao sa chat.  Madami nito noon pa man hanggang ngayon. Hindi na ito mawawala, hangga’t meron nagpapaloko meron talagang manloloko.


=Meron tatlong klase ng poser.=
POSER # 3 = ang poser na ito ay tinatawag lang nating BOGUS walalang sya sa mood na magpakilala. Gusto nya lang mag enjoy at mangulit,kaya gagamit sya ng ibang sn or acct. usually watch mode lang ginagawa nya at kanyang pagtitripan ang mga kaibigan. Kadalasan na gumagamit ngbogus acct ay kilalang kilala na or regular chatter na sya. Minsan naman mosang mode lang, lalo na kung meron syang iniiwasan na tao. Kayahindi naman nakaka-perwisyo ang ganitong klase ng poser.

POSER # 2 = itoay nakakainis kapag napag tripan ka nito. Gagamit ng ibang sn para langmang-away ng kapwa, warfreak, walang modo, bastos, lalo na kung meronsyang kaaway na chatter. Magtatago sya sa ibang sn para barubalin nyaang taong kinakainisan nya. Kaya lang dapat magaling sya magtago sa pagpapanggap dahil kapag minamalas sya at nabuko, ibabalik sa kanya at susupalpal sa mukha nya ang lahat ng ginagawa nya. Kaya nagkakaroon ngmatinding personalan na pag aaway.


POSER #1=parang public enemy number lang noh? Lolz. Anong klase ng poser ba ito?Mag-ingat sa ganitong klase ng poser. Matindi pa to’ sa mga bulkan,tornado, bagyo, landslide, tsunami!, at kung anu ano pang mapanira saating mother nature, kapag nabiktima ka nito.
Angganitong klaseng poser ay intension talaga na manloko sa kapwa nila.Magagaling sila magpaikot-ikot ng tao, mapapaniwala ka sa una na silatalaga ang nasa larawan ng kanilang profile. Ang mas madalas mabiktimang mga ganitong tao ay mga baguhan sa chat room. Alam nila kung tipongpinaghihinalaan sila, kaya kapag ang isang bibiktimahin nya ay meronduda sa pagkatao nya, hindi na nya itutuloy ang kanyang mga plano.Hahanap ulit sya ng ibang chatter na puede nyang mapaniwala. At kapagang biktima nya ay walang ka duda-duda sa kanya, dito na nya sisimulanang kanyang matinding operasyon at ito ay ang mapa ibig ka nya ng todo!
Kadalasang ginagamit na larawan ay mga matitindi ang dating. Maganda, sexy at mapuputi naparang mga anghel ang kagandahan. Expert sila pagdating sa pagnanakawng mga pictures, hindi basta lang model, kc madali naman mahalata kapagmodel na pinay, syempre mabubuko mo dba? Kadalasan ay larawan ng kaibigan, kamag-anak,  atmga pictures na hindi kakilala doon sa chatrum na tatambayan nya, atmeron pang mas matindi!. Picture ng anak na panganay kapag nabiktima kang matandang chatter na meron ng anak lolz!!!!!!!!!.
Masasaktanka talaga kapag na inlove ka sa isang poser, lalo na kung napaikot nanya ang utak mo. Kahit hindi mo sya nakikita sa webcam at puro pictureslang pero kapag boses nya na ang maririnig mo, lahat babalewalain mo na  mga naririnig na… “MAG-INGAT KA DYAN BAKA POSER YAN!” Ipagtatanggolmo pa syempre mahal mo eh. Maiinis ka sa mga taong nagsasabing meronkang jowang posera. Dahil maniniwala ka na one of these daysmagpapakita sya sayo at papatunayan na hindi ka nya niloloko.
Kaso lahat ay meron kapalit na KARMA! Angtrip-trip lang sa simula ay hindi na pala trip, dahil nainlove na rinsya sa kanyang biktima. Ibig sabihin ayaw nya itong mawala sa kanya,pero kailangan tuparin ang pangako para wag mawala sa kanya ang biktima nya. Dito na papasok na no choice na sya at kelangan i-reveal na nyaang tunay nyang pagkatao. Magpapakita na sa webcam! AYOS!!!…Para kang pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa men! Ang babaeng minahal mo sa larawan ay napakalayo pala sa totoong buhay!!!. So ano ang magiging ending? Syempre break to death mo ung jowa mong poser noh! LOLZ talaga dba?


ARAL: Kung ano ang ayaw mo ay huwag mong gawin sa kapwa mo!!!.